I have no IRL friends
I have shed online friends over time as I've viewed myself above them in various ways, I don't know if I really am but I know I found that anything the ingroup used to feel superior was generally very thin. I introduced the concept of rising above this and it was not understood. What the fuck? I just want to be the best. I don't think I am, or deserve to be, I intend to seek out whatever is best and imitate it. It seems others are doing something else?