I regularly develop crushed for girls between 12yo and 14yo, just because I find some of them extremely beautiful and cute. The charm somewhat disappears after (if) you speak with them, as the intellectual "distance" is very noticeable and you might feel you have to slow down your communication to be understood. This also happens with adults, of course (dumb people), but it's more common if the other person is younger, younger than 25 I find most people still need to grow intellectually. Too bad women tend to become uglier around he age they stop being as retarded.
I have never been molested or abused whatever, it's just my instinct making me attracted to healthy fertile bodies.