>>14389620getting parnasa without rectifying your ways is a really bad sign
it seems HaShem gave you some trials so you could repent, you may have had, or maybe not, but I can assure you that whatever you experienced can me worse
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DJDAAva3CUE>After being freed from fearI doubt it, I can say you still feel fear when you hear a thunder near you
>nothing earthly can be seen as anything but a trifleI will point something you seem to be forgetting
>If he takes pride in wisdom – let him understand that God may remove the speech of the most competent and take away the wisdom of the aged (Job 12:20).You may not lose just all your money, but everything you learned using what you stole may also be taken away from you in an instant