I have officially swallowed the atheism pill. I tried to find ways around it by going down the universe woo woo deepak chopra shit, but I am now accepting that it's all chalked up to naturalism.

how can I not be depressed by this? It doesn't make me scared, just sad. I always assumed heaven or reincarnation was a thing so I didn't care much when I heard about young people dying on the news, but now it just makes me feel so disturbed. Also the fact that I will never see my parents again.