i never understood why people feel the uncontrollable urge to be accepted in society and be submissive and controlled by authorities.

what makes me different than them?
i was always the last to know about trends, i never read the news, never had a social media account, never gives a fuck about things that everybody else did.
i do not understand what it is like to live monotonously without a fraction of individuality.

trump, lgpt, covid, ukraine etc
i just dont get it, why people care about this and why i dont?