Im scared that when I was 12 (8 years ago) a friend of the same age recorded me masturbating for a few seconds. Most likely he didnt do this however its possible. If so, can this hurt me in the foreseeable future? Wether Im a nobody or the most popular celebrity on earth? Thanks! Advice to how to cope with vague memory and my brain constantly trying to reassure myself ? I havent seen this person for over 5 years now. He was never a bad person however he did do stupid things. Ive never had a thought or anxiety about this for at least 6 years since the original event. I keep replaying so many scenarios in my head. Not too long ago I had a dream where bad things happened (I was exposed in the dream). Its keeping me from being ambitious and chasing the bag because I worry about this. (The reason I came here is because most of you are very smart)