>>14260784I try to comment in these threads because I, like you, was completely terrified about death. They do this for a reason- to get you to act impulsively now. "The powers that be" (aka "The Elites" or however you want to call them) gain everything by forcing people to believe that this is the one life you get, it never matters afterwards, and there's nothing you can do about it. The problem for them is that the only thing we have is time- more time than anyone knows what to do with.
My bone-shaking fear of death was absolved completely when I reached henosis with a group of friends while tripping. It was completely accidental, and lead me down a spiritual journey that's taken me to where I am today.
Anyway, you are GOD. Or, a part of GOD. The same way that each individual finger is still a part of your hand, or how your tastebuds are attached to your tongue. "Real life" as we know it is essentially the "awake" part of GOD, the active consciousness, and we are how GOD experiences individualism. Think about the cells recently grown in a petri dish that developed rudimentary eyes to better process its environment- we are those eyes to GOD.
Now, this wasn't "pre-determined" in any way, quite really, the same way that you being born wasn't quite really calculated. It simply just happened. GOD exists in that manner, too, and what we know as the "Big Bang" is when GOD figured out the phrase "I think, therefore I am".
Let me just express that the center of everything is love- all emotions stem from love, in some way or form. GOD is love. We are made of, from, and for love. So, when you die, know you are returning to that complete and full state of love.