>Be me, 20 yo
>Join an anime group on Telegram
>A girl uploads K-pop content
>make fun of her, say her musical tastes suck
>Start chatting me privately
>we chatted for a while
>She is 15 yo
>Latina
>She quickly falls in love with me
>She is talking to me all day, she won't leave me alone, she won't let me do anything
>tells me that she lost her father during childhood (first red flag)
>She says she wants to hug me, kiss me and cuddle me (all the time, every day)
>start to annoy me
>Later, she tells me that she was abused (groped) by her stepfather when she was a child (second red flag)
>She tells me that she was also abused last year by a "friend", who she supposedly hates too much (third red flag)
>She tells me that during the abuse she was masturbated and he managed to wet her, also that she was immobilized and could not do anything
>For some strange reason, feeling a great sense of disgust and repugnance, telling her that she liked it, that she is an easy whore, and telling her to go to hell
>she insists that she did not like it, that she felt pleasure without her consent
>Still feeling a great disgust anyway, and tell her not to change my point of view
>I proceed to delete the chat
>She sends me audios of her crying and saying she doesn't want to lose me
>Tell me that her heart belongs to me and that she wants to be with me forever
>ignore her, send her to hell
>She says she will kill herself (fourth red flag)
>After a few hours, apologize to make her feel better (although deep down she still disgusts me)
>Again she gets attached to me and won't leave me alone
What should I do?
Why am I so disgusted that she was raped, why do I react this way? What are the scientific implications of this?
>Join an anime group on Telegram
>A girl uploads K-pop content
>make fun of her, say her musical tastes suck
>Start chatting me privately
>we chatted for a while
>She is 15 yo
>Latina
>She quickly falls in love with me
>She is talking to me all day, she won't leave me alone, she won't let me do anything
>tells me that she lost her father during childhood (first red flag)
>She says she wants to hug me, kiss me and cuddle me (all the time, every day)
>start to annoy me
>Later, she tells me that she was abused (groped) by her stepfather when she was a child (second red flag)
>She tells me that she was also abused last year by a "friend", who she supposedly hates too much (third red flag)
>She tells me that during the abuse she was masturbated and he managed to wet her, also that she was immobilized and could not do anything
>For some strange reason, feeling a great sense of disgust and repugnance, telling her that she liked it, that she is an easy whore, and telling her to go to hell
>she insists that she did not like it, that she felt pleasure without her consent
>Still feeling a great disgust anyway, and tell her not to change my point of view
>I proceed to delete the chat
>She sends me audios of her crying and saying she doesn't want to lose me
>Tell me that her heart belongs to me and that she wants to be with me forever
>ignore her, send her to hell
>She says she will kill herself (fourth red flag)
>After a few hours, apologize to make her feel better (although deep down she still disgusts me)
>Again she gets attached to me and won't leave me alone
What should I do?
Why am I so disgusted that she was raped, why do I react this way? What are the scientific implications of this?
