>>14232447You will never be a real doctor. You have no medical knowledge, you have no white coat, you have no hippocratic oath. You are a larping nerd twisted by pretense and bullshit into a crude mockery of doctoral respect.
All the “validation” you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back people mock you. Your parents are disgusted and ashamed of you, your “friends” laugh at your ghoulish career behind closed doors.
People are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of evolution have allowed even dimwits to sniff out fakes with incredible efficiency. Even PhDs who “pass” look uncanny and unnatural to a man. Your insecurity is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a drunk lab tech to respect you, he’ll turn tail and bolt the second he gets a whiff of your manipulative, fake title.
You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll buy a rope, tie a noose, put it around your neck, and plunge into the cold abyss. Your parents will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. They’ll bury you with a headstone marked with your real title, and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know a non-doctor is buried there. Your body will decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy is a skeleton that is unmistakably mister.
This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back.
