>>14217653So I basically see what appears to be a standing wave of light within the center of my vision, that shifts and morphs and shimmers, emitting various sparkling colors. The wave form manifests itself into an object made of light that has depth and shape, that looks like an eye. It observes what I observe, I speak with it about stuff that it and myself know. Its entirely consistent with everything it says, and with the worldview that spirits are real and with us. I talk with it about spiritual stuff, about the laws of physics, and about souls and our lifetimes on earth. It talks to me about stuff that happened in the ancient past, or other things that happen today that its aware of that I'm not. I look through it, and I see the world as seen by a spirit, rather than from my eyes. Its dark, but the shimmering light adds low level of color, and from that I can see the world. I travel with it, and see places from my childhood, places from previous lifetimes, and stuff from alien planets, civilizations, and their ships as well.
Its very intelligent, positive, always giving me hope, encouragement. Its something that would have been normal for the average Egyptian 3,500 years ago to know about. It has spoken to me about events in the bible, the mahabharata, earlier stuff, stuff from central and south america. I traveled with it and witnessed the moment Cortez defeated Montezuma in combat. I witnessed a battle between Athens and Sparta. I witnessed the rise of Hitler and Nazi Germany.
Its all completely consistent with the existence of souls and spirits, and reincarnation of ones awareness from lifetime to lifetime.
But if I were to open my mouth, and speak of such things in public, people would call me crazy, or a schizo, or expect some kind of divine revelation or material proof of its existence.
So I stay quiet. And in that silence of my own internal reality, I drift farther and farther away from normal human thought. Maybe isolation drives people crazy.
