Guys, seriously, its been two months but i still can't get over it, i feel like i killed myself two months ago, but because of quantum immortality im still alive, yet i died in my timeline two months ago..
im dead serious, shit's making me anxious af

basically i had a box of 30 pills of strong benzos, valium, and basically first night to test i took 4 pills and slept like a king, and the next day guys.. basically i took same quantity during the afternoon, but nothing happened, no tired feeling, nothing, not sleepy, so i started redosing it, until taking the whole fucking box, i took around 17 fucking pills during that day, and since then i started thinking that i might have just killed myself, but im still alive because my "soul" was taken in another dimension where im alive, so basically quantum immortality.

is it possible guys ? i feel sad for my other dimension mom, my family, everything.

But also there is a possibility, i have a high medication tolerance, for instance it takes me 600mg of opioids to feel it, and it just makes me sleepy, nothing much, same for alcohol i need a lot to have effects but it makes me just sleepy, could it be that i didn't have any effects with the benzos, not because i killed myself but because my liver enzymes or something made that i was basically tolerant to it ?