Scientifically, how does one deal with missing out on experiences like this in college?
>i’m a lesbian & i just had sex with a man…& loved it
>so i (f18) have identified as lesbian for years. i am extremely open about being gay to the extent of making it a huge part of my personality. i am the “gay friend” & i’ve never questioned it since coming out young.
>when we woke up, we talked abt it bc we were both so confused. i thought i was a lesbian & he was under the same impression. he doesn’t have a crush on me, he explained he just found me attractive. he said it could never happen again bc it would ruin the friendship, plus he maybe likes this other girl.
>then we had sex again. then he rushed me out of his dorm, hugged me goodbye & that was it.
>i cant stop thinking abt this. it might’ve been just meaningless sex to him but to me, it triggered an entire identity crisis. i drove straight home, showered and slept for 7 hours. i stayed in bed the next day and couldn’t eat. my usual workout routine took double the time bc i couldn’t focus.
>i’m a lesbian & i just had sex with a man…& loved it
>so i (f18) have identified as lesbian for years. i am extremely open about being gay to the extent of making it a huge part of my personality. i am the “gay friend” & i’ve never questioned it since coming out young.
>when we woke up, we talked abt it bc we were both so confused. i thought i was a lesbian & he was under the same impression. he doesn’t have a crush on me, he explained he just found me attractive. he said it could never happen again bc it would ruin the friendship, plus he maybe likes this other girl.
>then we had sex again. then he rushed me out of his dorm, hugged me goodbye & that was it.
>i cant stop thinking abt this. it might’ve been just meaningless sex to him but to me, it triggered an entire identity crisis. i drove straight home, showered and slept for 7 hours. i stayed in bed the next day and couldn’t eat. my usual workout routine took double the time bc i couldn’t focus.
