>>14133228it is that urge to go away when you cross the streets and a car heads towards you that makes you dont wanna end your existence... and your existence is sensation... consciousness of desire and pain... you want the pain to go away and the desire to be fulfilled... so you avoid the pain of getting hit by a car... you know that things exist because you feel their pleasure and pain...that is no illusion as you really want the pain to leave you alone and the desire to be fulfilled...