>>14131321You're oversimplifying what I said. It wasn't my intention to be hostile.
Here's an honest question: if you had the choice to change, would you want to stay this way? You can't have children with the person you love, anon. You can't build a family from the union between you and your mate. (Say what you will about adoption, you and I both know it's not the same.) You are locked into a lifestyle where every romantic relationship you have must be predicated on sex because that's the only difference between it and the relation you could have with a straight man. Plus, I'll bet that you're leading a promiscuous, drug-filled life (but I might be wrong). From what I've experienced, homosexuality borders addiction, and is usually coupled with pride. Who would want that?
Granted, I was a bit condescending in my last post and I apologize for that. What I stated, however, stands true: homosexuality has the inevitable consequence of making relationships between you and another man superficial. It trivializes a beautiful thing. Most homosexual men can't see that because they've never seen real life examples of stable, healthy relationships between men and women or of deep, intimate friendships between men. They don't know how unfulfilling homosexuality is.
You might not have chosen this life, but you also weren't "born this way." Read the book I recommended, I'm sure you'll find it illuminating even if it doesn't all apply to your specific case. Other good recommendations are "Friendship: Life’s Greatest Joy" by Hugh Black and "The Way of Men" by Jack Donovan.
You yourself have just admitted that the things I said are new to you! Instead of dismissing them so quickly, explore them and then decide for yourself whether there's something of value to be taken from this approach. Again, I don't mean to be hostile with any of what I said. Wish you all the best.
>>14132020Read the book I recommended, forgive your parents for their wrongdoings, and stop watching porn.