>>14058772This feels so astronomically terrifying and unfair that it's almost unbelievable. Like, if you watch a horror movie abd imagine various terrible situations or situations which would bring you a lot of physical pain, you don't really process it, most of this stuff will pass you buy, especially if you live in a first world city. You won't burn all your skin off or be maimed or go to war or probably even shot and a lot of other things. You're safe.
And yet, something else will happen, something worse, something more terrifying than all the other stuff you can imagine. And not only it will be the worst thing to ever happen, but it will happen 100%, in fact the worst thing to ever happen is the only thing guaranteed to happen.
It just boggles my mind and I can't process this.
