My country's government periodically ceases the production of Vyas because people tend to take it extra-prescriptionally. My aunt and uncle, my uncle being a dentist and having ties to the medicine world, has access to Vyas (note, Vyas is known and Vyvanse in America) and although my family has SEEN my father, another dentist, die to to addiction to another ADD drug, Ritalin, we still take it. For the past few days I have been working on a crucial project and I need to have 200% output. I have taken a lot of Vyas. Last night when I was going to sleep my heart was beating sooooo fast I thought I'm literally gonna die but whatever, if I die in my sleep, that's the best thing that's ever going to happen to me.

I know most Americans do Aderall but it's impossible to get it here, if Aderral existed here, the population of our country would be decimated by now.

Now. Vyas production has been ceased for some time. It happened last year, and it happened this year. The only way to get Vyas is to get it through a psychiatrist and since I'm bipolar and Vyas makes me manic, my psychiatrist has said I won't even prescribe you Ritalin. We have a lot of doctors in my family but none psychiatrists.

How do I sustain my addiction? I am addicted to Methadone as well. But only ONE brand of Methadone really calms me down, the one I get from my psychiatrist. And his social workers sells these Methadone pills extra-prescriptionally so he told me he won't have this brand until Day 11th (I don't know what day would that be in Gregorian calendar).

pls help.