If we are products of the atoms of the universe and abide by it's laws as we know them.. then how can it be possible that our consiousness can contemplate and carry out suicide?
How do we have the choice to do anything that is against our improvement or attraction to growth in some way.
Nothing can just say "nah" in the universe.
How would it be in "it's" interest to create us.

Does this point towards a thing that planted the choice...