Asking on /sci/ because i think it makes sense, and i get the impression you guys are the most professional.

When i read these the symptoms really click, they click to an incredible extent. More than when i usual read symptoms of personality disorders out of curiosity. However, i feel as though this is just like an astrology reading, everyone could identify with these symptoms in an 'omg that's soooo me i totally don't get sarcasm lol' kind of way. My mother doesn't want me to get diagnosed because she thinks there's reprecussions with career/general prospects with it being attached to my identity. How do i know if i have it. I'm 18, so i could get diagnosed, but i'm not bothered about the diagnosis myself i just want to know if i have it without it being on some sort of medical record.

I've had best friends before, but only ever one at a time really, with lots of other half-friends too. But even then there's always been a disconnect, i haven't kept in touch with them because it doesn't feel right to do that. I was good friends with my old best friend but we just drove apart when he moved away, but even when we were good friends i never really felt a connection. bleh...