I am too obsessed with wanting to get a gf. I don't think this is healthy given that I'm not super satisfied with where I am rn (not happy with my grades, don't have a car or know how to drive, live with my parents). If I put a rubber band on my wrist and pull + smack it on my wrist every time I think about getting a gf. Will it fuck me over in the future when I am ready to be get in a relationship? 19m.