People feel bad for them because they're poor and stupid.
Take my advice, please don't spend too much time getting mad about this. I got into all the alt-right stuff in college and it prevented me from forming relationships and everyone hated me. I've been out for years and I'm still paranoid that some dumb woke bitch that knew me in college is going to find out that I have a job and call up my employer to tell them there's a "le evil nazi" at the company and get me fired. I'm still paranoid that any girl I meet could have a friend who went to my school and knew me.
I used to not care what people thought, I wanted to be some kind of activist, but like everyone, I got older and don't want to be an activist anymore. Don't do anything that will haunt you permanently.
