>>13908566>>13908553I understand what you are saying.
But as finite beings we shouldn't be so egotistical to even be able to imagine what an infinite being would known. We simply know our own limitation. Why ever? Why do anything now?
While we are always at the behest of something we should always seek to overcome it, then we can ask why?
If you desire death so much, why do you live now?
This isn't about the fear of death as
>>13908555 might claim. It's about seeking knowledge. Why did you even ask why? This to me says you are conscious, because you struggle with that hunger for meaning.