Need some advice with college /sci/. Let me start off by saying that I started off studying physics at college thinking it would be a way to reinvent myself. I am surprised at how many friends I have made (100% men) and how they are coming to respect me and vice
versa. Eventually, I gathered up enough balls to talk to a girl in a neighboring building. The social anxiety I had almost made me drop to my knees and throw up, but I managed somehow to get my shit
together and not cave. HOWEVER, this girl was surrounded by male simps, so I had to only talk to her when they were not present. One day, I smoked a joint and had a couple beers and told some friends
from my timbersports team about how I wanted to be with this girl while we were in the gym. MAJOR mistake! One of her simps was present in the building. He cleared his throat and pulled out his phone. I was done. Later that night, the girl blocked me on Insta with no explanation. When I saw that, my heart dropped so much, I thought I was going to pass out in my own vomit. With this "Title 9" bullshit in
colleges, it is apparently against the code of conduct to even make jokes about fucking or anything of that nature. I genuinely thought I was about to be expelled due to an "incident report" on her part.
I have come to find that nature is the perfect escape for any feelings of hopelessness like the ones I have experienced. The day after the fiasco unfolded, I went of a four-hour hike and felt instantly better.
versa. Eventually, I gathered up enough balls to talk to a girl in a neighboring building. The social anxiety I had almost made me drop to my knees and throw up, but I managed somehow to get my shit
together and not cave. HOWEVER, this girl was surrounded by male simps, so I had to only talk to her when they were not present. One day, I smoked a joint and had a couple beers and told some friends
from my timbersports team about how I wanted to be with this girl while we were in the gym. MAJOR mistake! One of her simps was present in the building. He cleared his throat and pulled out his phone. I was done. Later that night, the girl blocked me on Insta with no explanation. When I saw that, my heart dropped so much, I thought I was going to pass out in my own vomit. With this "Title 9" bullshit in
colleges, it is apparently against the code of conduct to even make jokes about fucking or anything of that nature. I genuinely thought I was about to be expelled due to an "incident report" on her part.
I have come to find that nature is the perfect escape for any feelings of hopelessness like the ones I have experienced. The day after the fiasco unfolded, I went of a four-hour hike and felt instantly better.
