>>13893724You will NEVER be an astronaut. You have no spacesuit, you have no rockets, you have no flight hours. You are a teenage girl twisted by your ego and the media into a crude mockery of a space man.
All the “validation” you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back people mock you. Your father is disappointed with you, your “friends” laugh at your toy space helmet behind closed doors.
/sfg/ are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of evolution have allowed autists to sniff out fraudulent astronauts with incredible efficiency. You will never go to space. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll buy a rope, tie a noose, put it around your neck, and plunge into the cold abyss. Your parents will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. They’ll bury you on earth and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know an earthling is buried there. Your body will decay and go back to the Terran soil.
This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back.