Hello anon. Most schizophrenic tendencies are born from living in a mentally ill system built on contradicting truths and yourself being full of ignorance.
The people around you that you are told to believe, are little more than false orators.
Relearn the subjects on your own, take care of your body, do not drink coffee.
DO NOT DRINK COFFEE.
You can start again on
mathisfun.com, the physics section is easy to comprehend and fun to read. Remember to get enough sleep. Remember to destroy what the system made and make yourself.
You can eat ice cream sometimes if you want.
