>>13852790You will never be a spaceflight employee. You have no job, no spaceflight related education, and you have a subpar IQ. You are a homosexual man twisted by society into a crude mockery of anyone who actually matters.
All the “validation” you get here is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back we mock you. Your parents are disgusted and ashamed of you, your “friends” laugh at your lack of a real job behind closed doors.
People are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of evolution have allowed to sniff out people who contribute nothing to society with incredible efficiency.
You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning while watching the NSF livestream and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight. The (you)s you get here are not enough.
Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll buy a rope, tie a noose, put it around your neck, and plunge into the cold abyss. Your parents will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. They’ll bury you with a headstone marked with no mention of your occupation, and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know a useless person is buried there. Your body will decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy is a skeleton that is unmistakably that of someone who doesn't work in spaceflight.
