>>13850442 At some point you realize humans are just a product of running the world and yet burning it its a imperfection at most, I say focus on yourself and study. You must have a goodmindset and never compare yourself to others disintigrate your bad habits and develop a love for something, add meaning to something we arent here for ever its better to create meaning for our selves because I doubt we will live to see what actually brought us here. Any deep hole is reversable dont take shit from the world it will try to push you and push you off the roller coaster but end up in a position where you can say "I had a good run"