So science is telling me that I only exist because a giant rotating rock that circles around a giant explosion coincidentally had the right conditions to support a tiny double-helix called DNA that can replicate itself and adapt to its surroundings, and after absurdly long amounts of time, the DNA caused me to come into existence, and my qualia is just the representation of the lanky cells called neurons in my head that naturally evolved to "think" because our species was pressured to thinking for survival purposes and now it's all we do all day every day.