None of the things you're talking about are real, manchild. This is like walking into Sal's Bar on 9th Street and asking him why Spiderman didn't save everyone on 9/11, "I think it's because he was busy fighting the Green Goblin!"
Adults look at you and the soientists you admire like you're immature eggheads, greedy liars, or at best deranged. The majority of people disbelieve this particle zoo bullshit and your cope abstractions of anti-dark-quasi-crystal-black-matter. They actively disbelieve these things, only pretending to be interested in your spiderman obsession because they'll hope you go away.
