>>13820267What you're looking at is a vicious cycle, anon. Taking an anxiogenic stimulant and then having anxiety and sleep problems that require sleeping pills and anxiolytics... Raised dopamine and glutamate from the stimulant leading to compulsive behaviour like skin picking and binge eating...
Either having BPD already or creating it through constant mood swings by going from drug to drug with opposite effects like fucking Tarzan.
The brain is not a control panel where you can just mash the keyboard and twist gauges at random.
