I tried all your methods to cure my OCD but nothing works:
> Breathing
> Mediation
> Killing myself (I didn't try for this one)
> Ayahuasca (Afraid)

When I try to ignore my obsessive thoughts, the pain and the fear are too strong... I end up doing a ritual.
I wish I could live normally, knowing the pleasure of walking, eating, studying without being interrupted each second. I am becoming insane. I am in constant pain. Help me, please...