shit I dunno dude—I study math.
all I know is that everything is 50/50 either is does happen or doesn't.
so maybe I get the chinese bioweapon and 50% chance I die, but diminished to near zero because my odds of getting it are near zero. I haven't left my family's estate in over 10 years.
now if I willingly take a faggcine then that's just a straight up 50% chance of dying.
basically I'm lucky enough to live a life where federal and big institutional coercion, mandate, and threat mean almost nothing to me.