I fucking hate my Aspergers, I can barely talk to men well let alone women even tho people call me very charming and funny. I'm 26 and I feel like my mind is defective, I have these thoughts and intrusive images, that I repeat in my head in attempt to edit those thoughts and images to make it more palable to me.

I'm a semi-neet I work part time in amazon so I can take three shifts a month and still be employed, and I'm taking Neet bucks since you eligible as long you part time, it's sweet deal.

I live with my parents and I feel uncomfortable living with them, I feel claustrophobic and I want to live on my own or at least a friend. I need space. I hate living in one of the most expensive places to live in the country cause you know if you leave to live on your own the rent is 2,000 month and that's the cheap ones.

I hate the fact that I'm going to finish collage cause my parents are boomers and therefore they think higher education=diploma= guarantee career

I hate the fact that I need to make real money but people always recommend coding and I just don't care to watch hours of YT vids of how it works or what it is knowing full well I won't remember a god damn thing of it. My mind just won't process things that will not be relevant or pleasurable to my daily life, it just won't.