>>13761151Fuck that pic OP. Anyways
ADHD is 100% real and it's crippled me. I tested 149 IQ in school which puts me in the top 0.1%. My teachers were astonished because I barely had passing grades in most classes.
I would always ace the tests but I never, and I mean never did my homework. I would literally ignore it and give an excuse every time. One of my teachers got pissed and demanded I do the work or he'd take me to the principle. So I filled out bullshit answers every time, and he thought I was an idiot. When I aced every fucking test he thought I was a cheater.
The ADHD is brutal though. I have 250 tabs open right now as we speak. On my other browsers 150 tabs and 49 tabs respectively. I've had them open for months and I'll never watch/read any of it.
My brain jumps from one thing to another constantly, I can never focus on any one thing for more than a few minutes, UNLESS it interests me. Then I can "hyperfocus" for hours and hours, even forgoing sleep if need be. But that's a rare occurrence, and whatever I hyperfocus on quickly gets stale as well.
I'm like a jack of all trades because I can learn things very quickly, but I never master anything because I get bored quickly too. I pick up one thing, and the next day I'm on to something else. And if there's nothing, I'll just sit and stare at things, anxious as hell.
It's a bloody curse. Imagine having extremely high intelligence, but not having the ability to use it. I'm a permanent grifter, whether I want it or not.
