first semester teaching disaster
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Recently got hired as adjunct and was given Real Analysis to which I was more than excited to lecture.
However in the first week when I tried to explain how the set [0,1] contains and infinite amount of real numbers I was immediately met with skepticism by a student.
He proceeded to press me on the matter and since I was new I became visibly anxious, slurring my words which was further intensified when I deduced that the set was not just infinite, but uncountably infinite to which I was met with skepticism as another student joined in pressing me.
At this point I was visibly uncomfortable as it is a very bad sign to be doubted not just once but in a consecutive matter to the entire class.
The final straw was when I, using the same reasoning arrived at (0,1) having the same cardinality as the entirely of R to which a different student proceeded to walk out of the classroom.
By the end, I was sweating bullets and I am now dreading coming back to lecture on monday. How do new adjuncts deal with this type of anxiety ? is it normal to be pressed this much at first ? if my students are now skeptical is there anything I can do to win their trust back?
If the anxiety Is preventing me from effectively lecturing will I have to resign?
I am absolutely terrified as I have to touch on cauchy sequences and equivalence classes very soon and I already know what their reaction will be like.
I think I will have to talk to the chair of the department for possible options
However in the first week when I tried to explain how the set [0,1] contains and infinite amount of real numbers I was immediately met with skepticism by a student.
He proceeded to press me on the matter and since I was new I became visibly anxious, slurring my words which was further intensified when I deduced that the set was not just infinite, but uncountably infinite to which I was met with skepticism as another student joined in pressing me.
At this point I was visibly uncomfortable as it is a very bad sign to be doubted not just once but in a consecutive matter to the entire class.
The final straw was when I, using the same reasoning arrived at (0,1) having the same cardinality as the entirely of R to which a different student proceeded to walk out of the classroom.
By the end, I was sweating bullets and I am now dreading coming back to lecture on monday. How do new adjuncts deal with this type of anxiety ? is it normal to be pressed this much at first ? if my students are now skeptical is there anything I can do to win their trust back?
If the anxiety Is preventing me from effectively lecturing will I have to resign?
I am absolutely terrified as I have to touch on cauchy sequences and equivalence classes very soon and I already know what their reaction will be like.
I think I will have to talk to the chair of the department for possible options