>>13714429Not that anon, but I grew up in a household where religion/spirituality/whatever wasn't ever emphasized if barely spoken about at all.
Balls deep in a psychology degree and hoping to become a clinical psych. I took DMT under a controlled environment where there was a Peruvian 'shaman'(?) overlooking it.
Anyway, I uh, don't know what to tell you anon but after that experience.. fuck man it's really hard to not be able to express these things in this field or STEM fields - because I tried to onetime, and holy fuck, the absolutely dogmatic attitudes I began perceive, like science was a religion in itself. Now I'm stuck in the middle of thinking both mainstream and organized religion is dumb shit and the "if science can't prove it then it's pseudoscience" approach is just as retarded.
It turns out, people care less about knowledge and understanding truth then they care about social status, filling a role, fitting in, and adhering to the status quo just so they aren't outsiders. Now I'm looking back on my life, wondering what the fuck have I missed because I also applied this approach for sometime, albeit unconsciously or subconsciously I suppose.
If you're going to DMT or any psychedelic substance with the impression "haha i cant wait to see how bullshit it is" or some kind of smart aleck atittude - prepare your fucking anus because that's exactly what I did and WHATEVER it was that I "met" during the trip, gave me the fucking lecture of a lifetime.. and that's an understatement.
Things are far more complicated then breaking shit down into fractions and theoritical approach anon.. The TruF iS oUt TheRe AnoN
