>>13700592its called mental illness. A well developed human mind is supposed to just throw away the intrusive/incorrect response. Like assuming the yelling is actually bad and not just vanity, then yeah shes immature/braindead for not separating hate and sexuality.
Its normal for adults to see something that might initially be enticing being associated with something terrible. What shouldn't be normal is a confused reaction to it. Afterall our brain doesnt orgasm by itself, all sexuality is based off an outside process. People who legitimize internal sexual feelings for no reason... are retarded