>be me
>actually very bright and skilled at the subjects I'm studying
>have a lot of le mental health meme going on
>barely show up or pay attention to class
>have to scramble to figure out entire courseloads on my own
>scrape by with C's and B's
I often wonder how different my life would be if I wasn't an unmotivated loser. Last year my professors encouraged me to get an REU and I brushed it off because of my own self loathing. I know I have the talent for this shit but there's just something wrong with me.
Does anyone else know this feel?