Bros... I need to get to the bottom of the glass in science because I just took a gulp of science and it hurt my believe in God.

I used to think that because of how universal the believe for something supernatural is, it must be coded in us, it's a proof of something actually existing besides this reality because of how universal it is. Then there's the artistic side of humans, how can we create such beautiful things, why is Earth and life so beautiful if there's no God?

Then I realized, the universality of supernatural believes can be explained with evolutionary psychology. Also, the artistic and self-expressionist (soul) side of people can be explained with evolutionary psychology as well, it's literally in the fossil records. The beautiful things that we see are just monkey brain delusions, the compassion exists is because of evolutionary benefits, moral is truly subjective and the only thing that stops me from doing what ever could occur in my mind is my monkey brain delusions. Also, as it seems why universe is so huge if God created it just for life on Earth? It being huge just supports the theory of chance, no creator.

The only thing that's holding me float is that life just seem too fucking unreal to be a result of coincidence. This is probably just a monkey brain delusion, my brains just think that way because I can't put the dots together.

It's all just monkey brain rewards and illusions, there's nothing else to this. This is all we are, isn't it?

Please help, I want to believe in God again, give a scientific argument on behalf of why a God could exist.