your male side sees a (physically) healthy woman, that may even be easier to attain than normal
your overtly feminine side thinks you can 'change' her, and the deficiency in normality makes you think she can be moulded into you're perfct waifu in lieu of an actual road to mental recovery/managing symptoms correctly
sticking your dick in crazy gives your bloodline better odds that sticking your dick in a pillow
not sure if id go as far as calling it an advantage
>>13639792>>13639795this too
