back in 2018, some guy mimicked a jew and said that he was going to castrate himself (picrelated). the jew came, thought that he has some mental issues and forgot posting that thread, but he took the hint and castrated himself. overall he documented the whole experience pretty well (he talked about releasing the 2h vid but i can't find it anywhere).
anyways, he did all this because he hated roasties, but the problem is that some weeks after the procedure he got depression (everyone warned him that it's going to happen). the only explanation that he got was that he got rid of his ego and now superego took precedence and decided that he is a waste of resources.
since freud isn't /sci/, i'm hoping for a better explanation for why a completely mentally well schizo got depression after castration. sure, he was a schizo, but suicide rates among lgbtq+ are high too, and most of them aren't schizos (unless these cases aren't related)