How much of my life is wasted on sexual drive? The shit I have done and seen to get myself off I can't even describe
it to you. I feel like it must have taken a psychological toll, you know 20 years of slamming myself to the most fucked up vile shit on earth every perversion plus the shit you can't find on the clearweb. I must be damaged. The complexity and intricacies of it all and the reality that there really are people as fucked up as me in the world it really sets on me hard that something is wrong here and especially with me.
Using science you can tell me how it is that I completely kill my sex drive off without cutting my balls off and I will do it no matter what it is so long as the dick doesn't fall off. It really is disgusting to think about I try not to but suddenly I am remembering things.
it to you. I feel like it must have taken a psychological toll, you know 20 years of slamming myself to the most fucked up vile shit on earth every perversion plus the shit you can't find on the clearweb. I must be damaged. The complexity and intricacies of it all and the reality that there really are people as fucked up as me in the world it really sets on me hard that something is wrong here and especially with me.
Using science you can tell me how it is that I completely kill my sex drive off without cutting my balls off and I will do it no matter what it is so long as the dick doesn't fall off. It really is disgusting to think about I try not to but suddenly I am remembering things.
