Scientifically speaking, why was I given the best genes in my family while being totally indifferent to everything? Why do I have zero interest or care in the world around me? I'm looking for realistic answers. I'm not lying or coping, what even is there to possibly gain from lying about anything on here of all places? It's not like I get some kind of validation from the 5 anon replies max this thread will get. It's an objective fact that I'm much better looking than the average person, yet I have thoughts that most people would think come from the bottom rungs of society where that resentment festers because of social rejection. Why do I have zero fucking care about school, my future, anything? I'm slowly ruining my life and potential realities that were once within grasp. Is there an explanation? Why is desire for moving through society nonexistent in me?