Im most of the time in pain like exhaustion, sometimes i get really fucked, like drunk in a wrong way, been so two years. Had delusions before but they're gone cuz i thought it to be as illogical.

This pain doctors call psychosomatic pain, and I read that you have it by thinking too much about it or? And i just live with it, i don't think about it much, i experiencing it. How is it to do with mentality, when the only trigger to pain is serious movement of body like labor?