People around me are taking more and more laughing gas. To the point where they are taking over a hundred balloons per day for days on end. Stupid me, because I am a retard susceptible to peer pressure, joined in. I read up about the drug, found it to be innocent and took a risk.

After a long weekend of a lot of tanks being shared between me and my mates I have come to have lasting symptoms pointing to neurological damage. Not only did my brain start to hurt, it felt poisoned. I stopped then and there. But now in the second day I still have a slight visual distortion, head aches, tingling in my legs and hands, a ringing in my ears.

I am very afraid of going to the doctor. I live in a very small community and am afraid people will find out. I am taking copious amounts of b12 and live healthy. Should I just wait a few days and wait till my brain recovers or is there a risk of permanent brain injury? I can function and think normally.