I started studying physics mid 2018 but now I feel like it might not be my thing, I find less and less pleasure from doing things I find generally uninteresting even when I really enjoyed them when I started. Shit went south when gradually shifting into occultism and now I find the way most of my classmates and people in this area think fairly revolting because they act as if they know everything and will often go along with every opinion science communicators spew out of their mouths without even trying to find a flaw in their reasoning.
I hope getting a bachelor's in psychology will give me a sort of stability by commuting with people who will rarely think this way and could favor fringe shit but will have null understanding of how to put stuff in quantitative terms.