>>13556520I became mentally diseased so I practice the religion of psychology now. I can teach you behind closed doors but I might charge.
But really, I'm open to different beliefs, kind of multiple in my stance towards God(s). Maybe I'm theist and atheist at different times, and then I might ask myself how much it matters and to who does it matter? Freud talks a lot about God in Totem and Taboo and reminds us of his primal father theory in Civilization and It's Discontents.
The time now as in when I finished the bible and was forming an opinion I was more of a Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde with respect to my power level. I was definitely a believer and I transferred a lot of my fears and sacraments to Buddhism postiori. Instead of heaven and hell I had enlightenment and existence.
And in that self reflective act I caught on to the fact that I'm nothing better than an imagined construct, just a weak and feeble memory.
