sentience is too much for me, god, jesus, ai presiding over this simulation, anyone who can hear me, please get me out of here, iwant out i want out i want out. scientifically speaking, why does this happen? why does an organism whose basic building blocks (dna) strive for survival want to die? was edward dutton right about this being the result of higher mutational load, that i am an abomination that wasnt meant to be, thats why i feel the need to die? if not, why would an organism develop such pain mechanism that would result in a hastening of its own death? am i getting closer to breaking out of the simulation or just entering into psychosis? im in so much pain rn scibros, give me a reason why