I'm 23 years old and I want to die, I have a degen youtube channel where I document my miserable existence with my onset mental illness. People think I'm faking so let me know if you guys think the same. Fake, real what's the difference? I haven't uploaded in a while bc of my addiction to kratom extracts and etizolam. The worst part is my IQ, very low, almost so low but not low enough for government support.