I want to be an artist yet it seems I have no talent, could this be due to low IQ as others tell me when they insult me?
How can I find out? A test, which online one? I know they're faulty but that's my only choice.
If it resulted that I'm indeed LOW IQ, I believe myself to be average or a bit above average, certainly no genius, would that mean that I can never be an artist? Should I kill myself? Is there any sort of purpose or excuse to low IQ?

I drew during 6 months, 4 hours a day, later on I'd give up, my progress rate was slow, below average I'd say, I'd call myself talentless.