Why am I so fucking stupid /sci/. I have STEM degrees from a rigorous institution , i work in a very complex and intense job within the degree path that I am educated in. My IQ was tested pretty high but i doubt every point of it.

However , i cant keep my house neat and orderly , I can hardly articulate my thoughts - as i tend to just say what every comes to my mind to kill the silence in conversations. Then immediately get shat on by my smarter colleges for what every garbage i say without thinking.

I hardly know where I'm at ,most of the time, without using GPS guidance. Lastly. I have a overbearing depressive inclination to come to terms with the fact that I know absolutely nothing about the world and anything in it.

Am i lost ? What is there to do?